May is almost over. So hard to believe. The babies are now 1! It got here so quick with them. Balloons, cakes. singing, and gifts. It was a great day.
Mother's Day came we went to Josh's uncles and cooked out. Then we saw Josh's mom. It was my first Mother's Day with all 4. Very Special :)
I just turned 34. Josh to took me to dinner and a movie ALONE! My sister watched the kids so we could go out. Very nice of her. Such a blessing to have a sister. And she loves my kids too, so that's a plus :)
The kids are now out for the summer. 4 kids all day seems scary lol I am a little overwhelmed thinking about it. Hopefully we have a fun summer. Not as fun as we would like because of the babies but I hope I can juggle the big kids and the babies. Hopefully some days we can do stuff the big ones enjoy. I see this summer being hard. I need some prayers. I think we will spend a lot of time at the library and in our backyard. Hoping to swim and see friends. Ahh I think we can do this. I have faith. I am just worried about being all I can be to 4. Yikessss I can do this obviously or God wouldn't have gave them to me. No matter what it's better than spending the summer in the hospital like we did last year. So it officially starts tomorrow. Fingers are crossed.
Today was Memorial Day. I went to my mom's grave and my kids really looked it over this time. This was the first time for the twins to go. It's always hard to go. It's like I can't stand. I just sit and stare. I really wish she was here :( Somehow life goes on and happiness still happens. God gives you peace. And he gives you lots of kids to feel blessed :)
So we are almost to June. This was such a crazy month. I am hoping we slow down next month. I see next month as lazy days sitting in the backyard eating ice cream. I love summer. It's my favorite. Water, ice cream, Popsicles, snow cones, cook outs, friends, and late nights. LOVE SUMMER :)
